Wednesday, December 29, 2010

Laughtears .. :')

Supposedly, i wanna write bout how thrill am i bout having to know my ausmat result by dawn tomorrow..the excitement, that the result is going to be announced soon, a significant declaration that our one and a half years of pain and agony will officially comes to its end. but as a turn of event, our result had already been aired on the net this very nite. thats a news alrite! it catch me unarmed..and for god sake, i'm watching Malaysia epic final with really turn off the mood.. i swear i was numb when khairul fahmi missed the two goals.not a bloody curse word.

The game was a legendary, however..though M'sia is already winning the AFF Suzuki Cup..Safee Sali only goal really bring back hopes to the nation and i guess M'sia success had give me some courage for me to face ma own music.. i had my own dissapointment bout the result but who am i to not being grateful..achieving jpa's requirement is already a tough having to achieve a bit more is more than a bonus. ALHAMDULILLAH..i hope the success You gave to me is more of a pleasure than a catastrophe..

Still, not all eggs hatched, some had to become omelette rite(awful joke, ahaha).. it is really sad to know that few of us was'nt as lucky as i am..i just hope things will not turn like this.if only reality could be change, time to be reverse and mistakes to be undone.. maybe Lord have something bigger in store for them..look at the bright side; it still not the end of the world and ure still staying in M'sia with all ur beloved still can go to Australia and Germany any other times u want..vacation, or maybe completing ur PhD's or even 'honey-moon', cry a little.lets the emotion wears's pefectly normal.."who wouldnt sad, rite"..but make sure to bounce back, have a rebound..sad u may be, but never ever ever being pround of urself!

p/s: please dont lose contact. now ure at the bottom of the wheel, sonner or later, it ur turn being up.. :')

Sunday, December 26, 2010

The First Ever Entry..

Delighted? Hell yeah I am!

I am a bored man with a ridiculous time to spare.. aint it be a waste if i spent it on sleep and eat? indeed, my 7 years ol' nephew knew it pretty well is..what the point of being all young if you dont act like one.poor those wasted vitality, adrenaline rush, hormone boast and those priceless YOUTHFULNESS. hear me folks, ure not getting younger.

So as i was saying, lack of cognitive process in this crack little brain had gave it moment to consider bout having a blog..not that i dont have any blog before, i mean like stop being an indie blogger..for a first time, i want to see whats lies on the surface, to have a sip of fresh air, out from this stuffy room i created to contain my woes and laments and all those freaking emo stuffs..from this moment onward, i want to have a blog where i hope it to help me cherish the goodness of life, hope it to be filled with joy and laughter(sounds cliche..haha).

but the prob is, no matter how friendly other might speak of me, i dunt feel like im friendly enuff..most of people might think im a BOASTFUL lad, speaks such weird words of english (the fact is, it runs in the family.u cant blame my mother for being a wonderful teacher and i just love to write), i am being ARROGANT for not being able to adapt to certain social circle, well, the 'main stream', for being SISSY for not being able to cast curse words when im being make fun of, for being such FRAIL, WEAK and FRAGILE man, and for being such a total JACKASS in communicating with other female species (such negative thoughts, i promise not to stay in this mode for so long, its tiresome aniway) ..

so let make it simple and clear..if u dont like me, so be it.stop reading the blog..dunt think that ure doing a favor to my twin (if u happen to know both of us).

Enough with the heads-up.

I seriously hope that my 'coming soon' entries will be about some exciting adventure of my life that i hope to share with anyone who leisure enuff to stroll at my blog.. Enjoy!

p/s: tapernah tau nk crik nama tk blog sgt ssah..las2 ak amik je name blog private ak..hehe.